Monday, March 23, 2009

3rd SAF Transport Batallion

Woots got my comfirmed driver position lol... well its not bad considering i get free liscence, drive all sorts of vehicles and its freaking close to my house cause im posted to changi naval base where i will spend the remainder of my army days there.

But it came at a cost...

I was quite happy to heard i was posted to changi but when i heard the subsequent pick up and drop of points are at tana merah my heart was full of pain again... for months i have been trying to avoid tana merah and simei as it was full of painful memories... but now its bck to haunt me... when i dropped frm the bus i saw the mrt entrence and a flashbck memory of the happy times came slamming in my face i couldnt bare to take another look... why i ask myself was i such an asshole to have let her go... why was i such a prick and a jackass... WHY!!!!

Fuck this... i donne what to do or what to tink anymre... im juz like a robot following commands frm the people around me...

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