Moving To Japan

Well as the title says it im going to japan when i settle my affairs in SG yup yup im migrating there, in fact next month i will be doing the paperwork and going to a jap language school to learn hw to speak and write japanese lol but first its off to scotland to attend a whisky school where i will learn the art of distilling whiskies after completing tat i will then move to japan to work in one of their whisky distilleries frm there on out who noe mabey in the future if i pick up a bottle of yamakazi 12yr or yochi 12yr i can proudly say i distilled tat bttl of whisky =)

Wah been like a month plus since i last blogged lol been super busy and dint have time lol ok hmm well got alot of tings happen to me as usual but some is in my favour Zzz....

1st its freaking nearing the end of the year and everyone is taking off and leave then bo pian i have to cover for them because my leave only on the last week of christmas so the rest so called got priority well cant complain much.

2nd my mileage ish nw 4k+ and now waiting for my 1st 3k bonus and also i juz pass my CAT C1 status lol means i can drive without V COM and i only left 44 seater bus, GP car and STAFF car to up then i will have driven all the vehs in LTO lol freaking fast sia my mileage climb still got 1 year + to ORD lolz.

3rd my master sgt has recomended me to go for ambulance course which means when i ORD i can be a qualified ambulance driver lol but mre short term means the upcoming NDP 2010 i bao the ambulance detail there muahahaha get to c free show and girls (dont worry peanut bro i sure get no. for u lolz)

4th some assholes till now still haven return me my money Zzzz... freaking broke lar can i got alot of thins wan buy cant buy still have to drag and drag they but end of tis month better don come and tua me i sure will hunt them down i dont care liao super cb sia

Lastly its getting close to the date i have been single for 1 year lol like macham anniversary haha do people celebrate tat? i wonder hmmm muz only be emo ppl like me lol

Dont read if u cry easily...

Been super no time to blog anymre today some fucking bad happened... i was at tana merah bus stop waiting for my bus home after booking out frm camp when i so happened to look onto the road. I saw a squrriel run across the roaqd trying to get to saftey it was about to make it when a bus pulling out of the bus stop ran over the squrriel... i was like fuck... pls dont let the squrriel die after the bus moved away it was still alive but it was trashing all over the road it couldnt move its rear legs... for a full fucking 30 secs nobody did anything all standing there looking at it i saw a bus coming and i dont no wad came over me i ran onto the road and quickly picked up the squrriel i immediately hailed a taxi and rushed hme to get money to get it to the vet but sadly... the squrriel died halfway in my hands... damn it... i feel so heartpain for the squrriel... if i had spotted it juz 5 secs earlier i would have stopped the bus... i shuld have taken down the bus no. if the bus driver knew there was a squrriel and he juz choing across i comfirm sue him till jia lat... but still it wont bring bck the squrriel... i covered the squrriel with my admin shirt and found a shoebox to place it in when i got hme... shit... i tink i shuld stop tinking abt it ler...

Ok haven blogged for quite awhile been super busy and tired i swear there isnt even enough time to enjoy a little bit of my miserable life haiz... things are same as usual with the only ting i look forward to is driving got ops and ioc duty this weekend lol... guess my weekend tio burn again but i dont mind rather then i sit at hme and emo for the 2 days i can at least do sumthing...

WAH!!! DAMN SUAY LAR!!! OMG!!!

KAO my 1st day back at unit and i like macham become legend liao lor i tio orientation cum top up fuel detail nvm i still ok with it but then i screwed up the top up ting and got 2 reciept come out when only supposed to have 1 Zzzz... return to unit write statement lor one bloody long eassy lolz...

2ndly on the way back i notice got 2 MP (Military Police) bikes behind me i thought the where juz giving me a quick glance over then speed up but they continued to tailgate me for awhile then suddenly one overtake me and on siren and asked me to slow down and pull over KAO!!! Ji tao sianz qu lor i on hazard light then stop at the kerb and pull hand brake he walk up to me and ask for the usual lar 11b camp pass driver license ect ect check my vehicle and wad nt Zzzz.... then after check finish they got on their bike and drove off sianz the mp muz have really nothing better to do i muz be the 1st guy in changi to tio so many stupid tings lor... hope tmr will be much better

Back 2 Changi Naval Base!

Finally after much sweat and mental stress im bck to my unit haha my driving course is over and if theres one ting i learnt never ever ram the acclerator on the OUV its freaking powerful step abit only already 50km/h liao then go 51 the speeding warning starts to beep damn irritating lolz i muz be mad being to happy going bck to unit lol but its because my warrant officer is also nt arund till november YEAH!!!! Time to party ppl haha

3 Days To RTU!

Ok left 3 days to return to unit loh half day 5 ton and 3 full day OUV course and its bck to changi naval base for me lol finally i estimate i wasted mre then 100 over bucks on transportation sia Zzzz...

SHULD HAVE APPLIED MC!!!!!!

ARGH!!!! Screw tis i wasted 3 days of my life for nothing.... go sembawang camp up and down juz to eat lunch then book out WTF!!!!!! Stupid 1st transport only gave us 9 5 tonner and nt the required 20+ hw in hell are u gona let everybody drive!!!! Damn irritatingly no brain sia... My transport costs are going thru the freaking sky because of this and im wasting my time... Tmr they had better let me drive or i swear i will take a week long MC damn shit...

Bck to the hell hole...

Ok my 5 ton course is over haha but nw its DCP for 5 days then OUV for 2 mre and finally back to unit lol sianz ar have to go bck to sembawang camp lol...

5 Tonner

Ok the 5 tonner is freaking shiok lar can aircon, auto drive and power steering its like driving a toy lol ok but at a price that u muz be very careful becuase its a freaking big truck that occupise an entire lane lol nearly got into accident with a dump truck next to me the mother fucker tried to squeeze thru me to get to the other lane damn idiot have to E brake stupid shit...

Anyway its less then 2 weeks more before i return to unit yeah... and speaking of which my camp kana quarentine haha cause one of the LTO people kana H1N1 frm butter factory damn that could have been me if i had followed the guys to there that wednesday lol

Sianz... stoning infront of com listening to love is blind by ramzi damn emo song lol... need to report to mandai camp in like 8 or 9 hrs time that whiskey bttl infront of me looks tempting but i cant drving tmr so cant drink Zzzz....

Finally its over...

Passed my driving test on monday lol i swear i was literally shaking when i parked the 3 tonner in the passed test lot lol... Heng my tester good go to kaki bukit only not ubi if nt sure die again lol well i got my Militry Driving License (MDL) loh!!!
Went for island wide confidence driving after that completed 100 km of land rover and 50 km of 3 ton tmr go bck kaki bukit camp complete the last 50 min for 3 ton and after tat its time for 5 ton ler muahaha...

Ok who am i kidding im still miserable inside... On the bus bck hme frm camp i had to endure couples having fun hugging and kissing each other Zzzz... Haiz... mabey i shuld turn gay or sumthing lol...

Zzz....

Sianz... failed my driving test 2 more times becuse of some ah hai people out there who fucking donne hw to give way to SAF vehicles basket ball delay my 5 tonner for 1 week liao next monday had better pass my driving test if nt can seriously bang wall and die...

Donne hw to drink pls pls dont drink

Is it me or are people nowadays easliy drunk? kao 11+ already got people drunk outside zouk Zzz... amatures lol girls drunk understandable but the no. of guys drunk yesterday was unacceptable lolz... luckily i train my drinking skill liao even a graveyard dint knock me out haha though got abit high and phuture was damn crowded last nite so freaking hard to dance properly i was mostly stoning away while my wingmans where grinding girls as usual lol booking in to the hell hole sembawang camp later tonite Zzzz... cant wait to go mandai camp then stay out again shiok lol

Mandai Camp 2 next week =)

Ok passed my HSP test the most irritating test of all is over now come the 2nd hardest the TP driving test well i failed on first attempt stupid never see the lane marking then fail cause uncontroled T junction got 2 right turning lanes i use the right most lane to turn and the tester failed me cause SAF vehicles MUST use the left most lane no matter what lol sianz nvm next week monday retest hope can pass then get my MDL (Military Driving License) and 7000KM later my class 3 and 4 civilian driving license lol

After passing my driving test ish 2 days island wide driving arund the whole of singapore lol 1st stop my unit changi naval base yeah!!! Then to mandai hill camp 2 drive 5 tonner lol

Ok back to my usual routine of stoning at hme till tonite mabey go zouk or saint james with my changi wingmans =P

HSP & TP Test

YEAH!!! Today pass my 3 tonner assesment woots damn happy haha now only left the HSP and driving test to pass then suang loh!

Reason being?

1st-Stay out
2nd-Air con vehicles
3rd-2 weeks more then return to my unit ler =)

Gona choing all out for my HSP which is by far the most demanding of all theory tests then focus on my driving test lol

Suay Week

Zzz... damn suay week for me sianz... 1st i reverse the 3 tonner sui sui into the parking lot, then i engage handbrake and let go clutch. PANG got one sound come out KNN i forgot to put gear to neutral shit man the tonner drive shaft broke Z.... write report lor... 2nd i failed my Highway Situational Problems Zzz... screw the person who came up with this idea and also failed my 3 ton assesment, kana niam by the instructor freaking indian chee bye basterd alot of ppl fail by him sia... knn abit of mistake don wan give Zzz.... Lastly the worse of all i lost my freaking handphone basket ball sia curse the basterd who took my phone whole family all die sia call back can get thru then kup my call then off the phone ccb haiz... seriously not a very good week for me... Next week cross country driving liao... 2 mre weeks to 5 ton and freedom no mre stay in ler lol...

3 Tonner Stage

WAH FUCKING HOT SIA!!! The bloody 3 ton like macham sauna when i drive it its worse then the land rover Zzzz.... but at least u no need scared the other people so much who the hell dare to cut into a 3 ton truck? lol but nearly go into accident on thursday due to an idiot motorcyclist asshole blasted him with my air horn lol bet he will never forget to never overtake a 3 ton suddenly muahaha sorry being evil now lol...

Yesterday went to zouk and phuthure with my wingmans fabian and keith after more then half a year of nt going to club due to personal reasons met 2 groups of kieth's friends 1st group was guys had laughing gas fun lol madness thats seriously some wicked shit lol they actually sell that shit for 10 bcuks a can at mustafar! 2nd group was all girls abt 5 or 6 i tink, dance floor was damn packed lol tried my best to avoid other people lol halfway thru dancing as i was mainly paying attention to the other people cause they kept pushing arund and pissing my bro fab alot lol one of the girls frm keiths group suddenly came in front of me and we where damn close to each other though i exercise restraint and dint go and grind her cause i dint noe her and im nt despo for tis kind of ting call me crazy but i respect a girls space lol other then that we went to eat macs after leaving zouk at ecp lol.

Ai tired stressed frm the highway situation problems zzzz.... next week gona drive 3 tonner liao abit scared lol freaking big shit ai wish go go bck to unit damn sianz... fuck and im out of cigs... damn shit...

1st Week Of Driving Course

Ok alot of tings to say lol

1st Note to self fucking remember to buy mre cigs into camp regret sia run out lol then luckily got my old bmt friends there can take haha

2nd The bunk is fucking dirty and hot like hell even when i brought a fan in its freaking hot man though my bunk can see the sea and johore nice view lol

3rd YEAH!!! I pass my highway code and land rover assesment ler monday go drive public road to pasir ris and i got my provisional driving liscense muahahahaha so happy =)

Lastly Its holiday tmr lol so drinking with my naval base buddies again hehe

F*Cking chor sia...

Zzz... the money problem is still stressing me out haiz... already barely enough for transportation haiz... fuck shulndnt have given that (girl) my entire life savings fuck shit...

This is reserved for that special someone who will never come...

Some one once asked me why i dont move on and find another i can get many for u all like models all u need to do is juz choose the one u like and have money to spend on her... Well lets juz say im the type who would starve for that one fish in the sea, burn down the whole forest for that one tree... but that one fish/tree is gone and i guess it can never be replaced... No point in giving any more thought of the past whats done is done...

This song is ment to be sung to my special someone by me guess it wont happen well below is the eng translation enjoy the song.

On our first meeting, you moved my heart
If im smart, how could I let you go
On our second meeting, I actually lost control
Its my fault, please forgive me
On our third meeting, I want to tell you
I really love you, really love you
On our fourth meeting, I have some requests
I hope you can listen to me, quietly

One. Let me protect you
Two. Let me take care of you
Three. Don’t take my request as a game
Four. Accept this fate
Five. Don’t ever leave me
Say ‘I do’
Lastly, you must please say you do
Want be your lover want be your man
I only want you to be happier
I only hope to give you more
Can you be my lover don’t wanna be your friend
Give you everlasting bliss
Give you bliss everyday

Because I want be your lover want be your man
You are scared, because you’ve been hurt
Don’t be afraid, because I’m not him

Shu Dao Wu Da Ying Wo - Cao Ge



PS:Ok i donne why my mei mei ask me add the prefrences for my dream girl but i will juz say lol...

Character: Love me for who i am and be faithful to me will do
Looks: Okok can liao i dont expect model
Height: Short
Size: Abit fat still can
Hair: Long as possible
Make Up: Up to her but prefer her to put on
Clothes: Range frm lian to dresses also can (NO Nerds Plz) No offence
Shoes: Ballet flats & pumps

Dont ever do that again!

Freak man course starts tmr well everything is ok but juz the stupid holiday this weekend they don wan give us the long week end sia knn thrus mring go sembawang camp then 5 pm book out fri evening book bck in then sat afternoon book bck out wth lar ccb the army seriously donne hw to plan things properly sia Zzzzz.....

And note to self never ever put your hand near the rear boot gap when its open. My friend never see my hand slam the boot down on it WAHHHH!!!!!! &^%#&$^%$@&*% FU*King pain sia luckly only swell up was tinking of geting mc haha then excuse upper limb lol...

Lastly erm well guess i dont need say gona stick to my promise to myself frm now on yup.

A sad day... (Edited Ver)

Decided that its too revealing of info and i scared kana catch by MP lol (Yes they do check blogs!) If u wana noe what happen at my base today can ask me lol

30th April

Ok 3 things 1st my request to transfer has been denied haiz... nvm but 2ndly at least what makes up for it is im going for my driving course for 2 months this coming end of the month 1st go sembawang camp learn to drive saftey rover then to mandai camp for 3 and 5 tonner course then finally OUV course after that its back to unit where i will spend the rest of my army days there and whats even better 3rdly i got a friend who stays near me who drives his own car WOOT no more taking bus everyday liao no need to see that heart breaking place anymre also lol... but still im trying to drown the past... funny seeing as that im posted to a changi naval base plently of sea water to do that lol...

Tuas Naval Base

I have put in a request to transfer to TNB because of a few reasons mainly there is more slack and nt so regimental, got more drivers that tink alike and friends frm my BMT are there. But... the main reason is to get away frm tana merah as far as possible everytime i go home frm Changi Naval Base i have to endure the flashbacks everytime i see a sacian uniform my heart drops... fuck... why cant i get tis ting out of my mind... and she says im "ACTING" emo fine whatever i dont give a shit anymre say whatever u wan... im thru with love.

The Past Will Be Forgotten... Part 2

After a few mre days of thinking i have decided to forget everything and everyone of my ex so all doubts clear? I am officialy declaring permernant non-steadable status effective immediately (I mean it) so much so that even today go cinieleisure with peanut bro with all the girls around us i couldnt even be bortherd to look at them juz fucking cant be bortherd and dont give a shit anymre...

The Past Will Be Forgotten...

Finally decided to move on and wash away my past completely clean, frm here on out i will have no grudges againts any ex of mine, all past memories will be erased and deleted (lol sounds like data programe or sumthing like haha) except for one...

For that one i hope we can work things out together and have a face to face tok if i can get her, i wish to straighten things out with her and be bck together...

I pray for my sake everything will workout fine if nt u shuld see me emoing in one corner again...

3rd SAF Transport Batallion

Woots got my comfirmed driver position lol... well its not bad considering i get free liscence, drive all sorts of vehicles and its freaking close to my house cause im posted to changi naval base where i will spend the remainder of my army days there.

But it came at a cost...

I was quite happy to heard i was posted to changi but when i heard the subsequent pick up and drop of points are at tana merah my heart was full of pain again... for months i have been trying to avoid tana merah and simei as it was full of painful memories... but now its bck to haunt me... when i dropped frm the bus i saw the mrt entrence and a flashbck memory of the happy times came slamming in my face i couldnt bare to take another look... why i ask myself was i such an asshole to have let her go... why was i such a prick and a jackass... WHY!!!!

Fuck this... i donne what to do or what to tink anymre... im juz like a robot following commands frm the people around me...

New Posting

Got my new posting orders lol... 3RD SAF Transport Batallion lol... hope its a comfirmed driver position so can at least get free liscense haha

Later in the mrning go bck camp get posting order lol sianz.... fuck lar so stress now worry abt my money problem till like zzzz.... Hiaz ran out of cig's even mre sianz nw...

POP Liao Loh!

Well finally bmt is over for me 3 weeks of hell has come and gone this weekend get posting order, some may mabey posted out others will stay to 46th SAR Cheetha Coy guys all the best Thru Thick & Thin.

Sad to say i was the only one in the coy whose parents and loved one dint come to put the jockey cap on for me... everyone else had their parents or loved one running to them and kissing them and huging them while i kinda juz stand there like one loner haiz used to it ler after parade over everyone rushed hme i went bck to coy line to smoke finish my pack and went one corner emo alone lol... SOP liao (standard operating procedure) cant blame my parents overseas and peanut bro he got guard duty but i expected my loved one to come... haiz... dint expect this to happen and after all i sacificed for her she treated me like this... its like i stepped out frm one nightmare into a worser one... im totaly broke with depts still too pay and my lifesavings in both my banks totaly gone... she said i what trying to use money to buy her love or sumthing like that wtf... is u need the money nt i wan give u leh and so happen i like u thats why i give u if u juz normal friend u think i would give it to u? basket ask money can lar ask u go out with me even once also cannnot fuck it thought could give love another chance but it juz screw me over and over again... No offence but im seriously staring to dislike SG girls...

Fucking pissed off rite nw...
Im out of here ciao

1 more week to POP

Ok bck frm field camp damn tired sia wet, muddy and dirty like donne what lol suay sia everyday keep raining then also of mud all over the damn place ok lar fun lar heng never kana mosquitoe bite lol wonder why did hell lot of sia kang and shit anyway its over and 1 more week to POP woohooo! And guess what i have been given the honour of being the batallion timer muahahaha next week fri is the parade ler and saving my voice to shout out the timing loud and clear

Field Camp till 5th march....

And i thought i dint have to go... Sianz ar bloody MO don wan allow me down pes tink muz really chao keng then can sia... Even though OC request for me also... Like macham wan me faint then can down pes already my blood ting bad enough and my shin has been hurting like hell non stop for the past 2 months due to a childhood injury when i was abt 4 or 5 thanks ar cusion go and step on my shin when i fall down...

NS is seriously a waste of time... waste of time(echo)... Right nw this 2 years can go study and build up my company then choing my buisness also cannot muz keep low profile... heng ar my friend manage to secure a liqour license for now owe him big time. The initial start up capital i not scared cause i got it covered and got at least coming to 2 million bucks standby juz in case things go bad. Supplier wise also covered but still left a few major and a hell lot of minor problems to settle but at least i wont waste this 2 yrs of hell for nthing. Got alot of planning and preparing to do and i believe it will succeed and MOW (Ministry Of Whisk(e)y) will be born.

20th V Day...

Well its my 20th V day since i was born and well it hasnt changed nobody to celebrate it with... Well what to do... like what they say in NS suck thumb...

Supposed to have a date but last min got canceled so gona stone most like at hme and practice my flairing, my best friends gone overseas so no where to go also...

Abt NS... hiaz.. gona down pes cause my shin is hurting like fuck and already out of course liao...

In summary my life is... pretty screwed...

Stoning In Progress Standby....

Lol seriously stone in front of my laptop blast music in my room the whole day sia... sianz in camp sianz at hme also sianz haiz... damn sianz LAR!!!!! Wish i could go bck to work as bartender missed all the fun, action, people, music, food and DRINKS! Nobody to ask out also lolz... but good ting is gona buy my PS3 later muhahaha finally can play my GTA IV lolz been waiting for so long...

CNY 2009

Well another year has come and gone... It seems only yesterday i got my o lvl results and im serving the country now lol BMT is shiong but still able to tahan it some others have falled out, down pessed or some other reason cant wait for POP 14 march better enjoy this few days of holiday cause when i book bck in no mre breaks liao and gona chiong sua like siao... outfields, route marches and more SOC need save as much money as possible so pray my relatives this year give more haha

Stresses...

Hiaz... juz so sianz mah faned pissed off and sick rite now... well juz got another problem added... can my life in this world get any worse then it already is? I dont noe but i do get the feeling it will...

PS I'm Sorry...

If You Where Going To Die Soon And Had Only One Phone Call To Make, Who Would You Call And What Would You Say?

Well found this very interesting text frm the tv mobile in the bus i was taking hme just now, at first i thought nothing of it like juz another add on the tv but then it struck home a few seconds later... It sort of made me stone there for a few mins and my mind was racing and my heart was pumping i had flashbacks of all my past relationships but then as it became more and more recent it had become clear to me...

If You Where Going To Die Soon And Had Only One Phone Call To Make, Who Would You Call And What Would You Say?

I would call my love of my life and tell her this exact words...

Baby... you are the one that i had loved and cherished the moment i met u no other girl could have ever come close to u... im sorry i cant be with u anymore to look after u and care for u... i love u with everything i have and please dont cry for me cause its juz a temporary seperation i will still be there for u and love u still in the afterlife... we will see each other again i promise i will be waiting for u...

Goodbye for now my dear...
Take care...
I Love You...

PS:Found this very nice song shuld pei this post very well hope u listen to it fully...

You Are The One (Techno Remix) - DJ Babyboi

Zzz....

Wah liao eh i tio guard duty so fast sia... zzzz mabey cause i lost the 11 b lol thats why sianz 2 hr walk arund camp with rifle at like 2 3 am in the mrning? lolz

Fuuny things go the way u seldom expect

Well tat freak of nature of a basterd friend i lent my 3.4k lappy 2 has sold it at jln sultan for a mere 900 bucks fucking hell its a G1 ASUS gamming lappy hw the fuck u sell for 900 only ccb sia asshole u had better pay me bck 340 per month 4 10 months and dont u fucking try to run overseas i have your enitre family background check thru throughly and people station all over sg to keep a look out for u arsehole!

And the wife wan play stun with my sisters rite damn bitch of the year u better pray hard we dont find any mre reason to find u if not for your baby we all wack u down liao fucking tranny lol and if u ever piss any of them again esp eli i swear its not them who find u its me get that?

Treated u as a friend, as a human being but u juz had to do those shit to us did u well then i sincerly hope u all get what u deserve in the end fuckers