AMB Duty today on a freaking sunday and its raining!!!! WTH Zzz... I wan slp sia but i tried still cant after tossing and turning all over which includes playing music to slp but still to no avail >.<

But while im laying in bed i suddenly thought of my ex frm a few yrs bck, the one that i regreted the most letting go... till nw nt a single day has passed tat i haven forgiven myself for hurting her... leaving her for some fucked up reason which today i wouldnt care if i got together with her when i was older... I was immature and stupid, only caring abt myself and not her feelings, she was the 1st girl to tell me she liked me without me going after the girl. Hiaz... if there could be a chance to get bck togther with her i would definately treasure her like theres no tomorrow, i would do anything for her juz to pay bck the suffering i have caused her... God pls give me a chance for if i cant get bck together with her i will never get a SG gf again. I mean what i say and im a man of my word.

I hope i dont have to live thru tat again....

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